
My 86-year-old mother passed away in late summer, after nearly a decade-long battle with Alzheimer's disease. The ensuing weeks (months, actually) have found me immersed in preparing for her Celebration of Life, which we held in mid-October to allow more family members to be in attendance. It served as a sort of cathartic experience; a chance to look through old photographs and reminisce about the many facets of her life, particularly in the decades when she was well.
The colored pencil painting depicted here, entitled "The Notions of Safety and Security", is not about my mother, exactly. It's actually about the final days in the life of Judith Carter Henry, an 85-year-old widow who became the first civilian killed in the Civil War, at the First Battle of Manassas (or Bull Run) in VA in July of 1861. (To read the complete historical narrative for this painting, please visit
http://www.civilwarfineart.com/BeyondBattlefield/JudithHenryNotionsofSafetyandSecurity.htm.)
But in working on this piece, I saw parallels between Judith Henry's situation and my mother's: when Judith's family realized what was coming they found themselves powerless to protect their mother, no matter how badly they wanted to, and there came a point in Mom's illness where we felt that same sense of helplessness. I found this piece to be a classic example of how our art is informed by our life and its lessons, and wanted to share it as I move ahead from this experience.